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Leave Taking

Final Chapter – Leave Taking – Mine

Just a taste of my newly published book. Tell me what you think.


Your breath against my neck this morning reminds me of our night. I can feel myself flush at the memory even as my nipple hardens in the palm of your hand. You are holding me in tightly against you, our naked bodies sharing heat, your arm wrapped around me cupping my breast, your dick nestled between the checks of my ass, prodding at the entrance of my pussy as it begins to grow hard with my movements. I find comfort knowing we have slept this way all night, wrapped around each other.

When we returned home last night, I was exhausted by the day. We shared a late night snack and showered together, you were gentle with me. Perhaps seeing the confusion in my heart, you petted me into softness and rest, wrapping yourself around me and letting me feel the strength of your arms as I drifted into sleep. Now with the dawn, I can only wonder if you have more games in store or if our final day together will be of a different nature. The idea of leaving the warmth of our shared bed, the strength of your arms is unappealing to me this morning, so I push myself back into you, pulling your arms tighter around me.

“Baby Girl, are you awake so early?”

“Yes, I was watching the sun come up and thinking of your leaving today. I wish you weren’t going.”

“I know, it is time though, and I will be back again. It is not forever. You have been so good this trip. I am proud of you, proud you are mine.”

“How could I be anyone else’s, My? You found me.”

You gently stroke my neck with your lips, kissing from just behind my ear to my shoulder; sucking the skin between your teeth. Your arm tightens around me, pulling me even closer and I feel you hardening against me as my clit begins to dance against the head of your dick, with each slight movement of your hips, a soft moan brushes across my lips as my hips pick up your gentle rhythm.

“Are you okay this morning, Cara? Is there something you would like, some coffee perhaps?”

“No, not right now. I think I would like instead to lie here with you. Coffee can wait. I think I would like to make love or whatever you would like, My Beloved Master.”

“Uh-huh, I think we will make this morning for you, my sweet Cara. Remember though, some rules still apply, no matter what your orgasms belong to me.”

As these words are spoken, you roll me to my back and stare down into my eyes, bending down and kissing the side of my jaw and then with your teeth, pulling on one of the loops in my ears as you brush the hair out of my face. You sit up on your knees and straddle my hips so I am staring up at you, your eyes never leaving mine, the smile on your face is gentle as you draw my arms up above my head and attach the cuffs we have never taken down to my wrists.

“Are you comfortable, Cara?”

“Yes, My, I am fine.”

I continued to stare up at you, your secretive smile, your beautiful hooded eyes held secrets, too. Even with the secrets though, I trusted you with all of me, knowing you would not hurt me yourself and would let no harm come to me from anywhere else. You had breached my walls and found my secret self; I was transformed in your presence.

I watched as you grabbed a pillow, lifting my head and shoulders slightly raising me off the bed. Then you grabbed the wedge pillow from the floor, lifting yourself from my hips as you positioned the pillow underneath me, lifting my hips high and forcing my legs wide apart, providing you a view of a pussy already glistening with juices, simply from wanting you.

“Can you hold yourself like this sweetheart or do you need help?”

“Please, My. I will hold anything if you will make love to me now, please.”

“Greedy, Cara, always with demands, aren’t you? Not yet though, not yet. Answer the question, please.”

“Yes, I can hold myself this way. The pillow helps.”

From between my legs you kneel, looking down at me reaching for my breasts you lift them, twisting nipples until they are hard. Finally, you lean forward to take first one nipple than the other into your warm mouth pulling, engulfing each one and flicking across with your tongue even as you bite down. Your position puts the head of your dick just where I want it as you tease me by moving your hips in small circles at my entrance, rubbing across my clit as you do. I rise up to try to take more of you.

I feel your soft laughter even as you pull back, drawing yourself back onto your knees. I am mad with want for you as your free hand draws down my side and pushes my hip down into the pillow holding me to stillness. Your other hand slowly releases the breast it has been holding, running the flat of your palm down the center of my ribs the center of my mons Venus, pushing open my labia and with your thumb beginning the same circle rhythm, this time holding my hips immobile.

My soft moans fill the room. The scent of me fills the air.

“Look at me, Cara. Keep your eyes open. This is making love.”

I look back up at you, my eyes opening to watch you as you pull me closer to the orgasm you have commanded me not to have without your permission. My body is straining with desire for release, even as you increase pressure against my clit. I watch you; your smile is intent as you move both your hands to my thighs, spreading me even further apart opening me up even more to your sight. I feel completely exposed, without secrets.

Without warning, you lower your mouth grab my clit between your teeth and pull, circling with tongue and flicking the already very sensitive nub. Your mouth sends electric shocks through my entire body, nipples harden even more and my pussy throbs with the need to be filled, the need to cum, now. My thighs in response begin to tighten, to close even as your hands reach up to push them further apart; I feel my hips nearly unhinge as you open me as if to feast upon all I am.

I watch you, the sight of you between my thighs as your tongue drives into me and draws back up to my clit, sucking hard and flicking across at the same time. You repeat this time and again, pulling me closer and closer to orgasm, my hands wrapping themselves in the brass chains holding the cuffs, my thighs quivering with the strain of holding them apart to give you complete access, each breath a cry of need.

I am so close I don’t think I can hold back any longer, “Please, My, please let me go. Please, more, make love to me.”

With this entreaty, you drive two fingers into me, curving them to reach my sensitive G-spot, as you scrape my clit across your teeth and flick your tongue hard, time and time again.

I feel myself stiffen. I know I cannot hold back any longer even as you lift yourself to your knees and sheath yourself fully to my core, “Cum for me, Cara.”

My orgasm grips you even as you enter me. As you hold my hips still and my legs spread, my pussy throbs around you, grabbing and holding you deep within me. You do not relent, your rhythm continues driving into me, scraping across every sensitive spot you have already opened up. Your rhythm increases. You move your hands under my ass. You lift it up higher giving you greater access and me less control. I can feel myself on the edge. Your dick rams into the roof of my cunt with each push, scraping across my G-spot driving me further and further to oblivion.

I watch you. I watch for a signal we are together. I don’t think I can stop the next wave even as I wait, even as the soft moans come from me.

“Are you ready, Cara? Cum with me.”

As you slam hard into me, I feel us both topple over the edge. I feel both our orgasms as you collapse on top of me, your dick buried deeply inside of me as I throb around you and my clit keeps its own rhythm. I feel the soft moans each of us release, even as you pull away, and reach of the cuffs holding my arms above my head, I think to myself I could stay like this forever.

“I wish you could stay, My Heart.”

“I will be back, Cara. Don’t worry so.”

“I am not worried; I simply grow lonely without you. It is not the same without you here.”

“Understood, perhaps this will change soon. We will talk about it. I adore you, Cara. You are my heart, as you say. Let me run you a bath, so you can relax while I ready myself for my trip home.”

“Thank you, My. That is kind of you.”

So, you have left me, warming in the hot bath with oils and cup of coffee as you begin your travels. I know I will see you again soon; I will miss you while you are gone from me. Our explorations and our discoveries, they are unexpected.

Did I tell you I might love you? I wonder, should I? Maybe you already know.

Body

Cover 200x300Chapter 12 –  Body – Mine

Just a taste of my newly published book. Tell me what you think.


My body isn’t entirely mine anymore, the very thought of you sends spikes of pleasure through me with no thought of time or place. I have had to train myself not to think of you, though not always easy. As the bath fills behind me, I find myself staring in the mirror, running my hands down a body I no longer entirely recognize or understand. I have given my body over to you, without reluctance, sometimes with eagerness for what comes next, though admittedly I haven’t been without fear each time you have pushed my boundaries. Each boundary whisked aside as if it didn’t exist, shattering my illusions of self. The words, Mine, meaning everything and My Beloved Master, my only answer, my only gift.

Though as our relationship continues to evolve, our conversations both in e-mail and on the phone have found me shortening ‘My Heart’ and ‘My Beloved Master’ to a simple ‘My’. Over the time we have spent apart this time ‘My’ becoming both a greeting and sometimes an acquiescence, at other times simply a lovers pet name shared only between us.

The bath has filled the room with the scent of sandalwood, and steam rises from the hot water as I ease myself down; even this reminds me of you as the water envelops me, covering me and engaging all my senses. I reach behind me to turn on the jets and as I do the phone blares from the side of the tub, announcing a call; it can only be an emergency or you, glancing over at the display I see your name and quickly press talk.

“Good morning, My.”

“Where are you?”

“In the tub, relaxing, thinking of you, as I do every morning.”

“Uh huh, be at Sambuca’s tonight at 7pm. Wear that black lace dress I saw in your closet, black stockings, red fuck me heels and no damn panties. The reservation is in my name.”

“Wait, you’re here?”

“I will be. Don’t ask questions, woman. Just be there and do not play with what is mine for the rest of the day. No orgasms for the rest of the day!”

My other hand stops its movement; you must have known. With a sharp intake of breath, “Of course, My Beloved Master. I will save them all for you for the rest of the day.”

“Are you well, Cara?”

“Yes, My, very well now. Your voice pleases me, even though you have restricted my play.”

“I will see you tonight, Honey Girl. Be beautiful.”

“Of course, My Beloved Master, for you I cannot help but be.”

I let the phone drop from my hand as I sink deeper into the tub, letting the warm water embrace me as music fills the air with the sounds of Beethoven. You will be with me soon, by the end of the day. I am overcome with the reaction of my body to the thought of seeing you again after so long. My body sends electric shocks across every nerve ending, begging me to relieve the pressure of my immediate need to cum again. Ignoring my need, I consider why you have chosen a public place for our first meeting after so long apart. What do you have planned for us?

I have spent all day thinking of you; each time my nerves tingle, they sent blood rushing to all the wrong places if I am to keep my promise to you. My need for relief is overwhelming, even walking across the room heightens my awareness, causes my clit to throb. I feel as if I am in a constant state of desire, ready for you to take me over, every part of me feels as if I am on fire. I can barely wait for the day to end. Each time my hand strays to give myself relief I hear your voice, Mine, and I withdraw my hand with a sigh. As the day grows longer my sighs turn to whimpers, I think you are torturing me. I feel as if I am in heat, every part of me burning. When it is finally time to get ready to meet you, I run the water cool letting it cascade over me and take some of the fire out of my skin.

I know the dress you have commanded me to wear, silk, lace, a hint of cleavage and hugging all of my curves; it doesn’t surprise me you would pick this one out of everything in my closet. I tighten the corset around me then pull each stocking up, snapping them to garters. Slipping the dress over my head and then slipping my feet into the highest red heels I own, I turn towards the mirror. For a moment, I do not recognize myself; I am different, more confident, beautiful even. I am seeing myself through different eyes, perhaps your eyes, the eyes you once told me you would give me. I hear your voice again in my mind, this time as a whispered promise, Mine, and I have to agree.

Mind

Cover 200x300Chapter 11 –  Mind – Mine

Just a taste of my newly published book. Tell me what you think.


Our time together goes by far too quickly, days stolen out of schedules that don’t seem to sync frequently enough or that we don’t discuss. How did my body so quickly become attuned to yours, so quickly responsive to your desires and commands? Now, I have only to think of you and heat runs through my mind and sets my body on fire as if whispered commands are left by you before you’re gone from me. When you left the last time there wasn’t any part of my body that wasn’t aching from your attention, sore and stretched from use, yet I would have called you back, begged you to stay offered more. Every day I want to say to you, “Say yes, ask for more”. I don’t; I leave it in your hands without a word.

Staring out into the morning, it is still night. The shutters are letting me watch as the sky fades from dark to light. I know I should start the day; you aren’t here to hold me back from my normal routine, yet I am reluctant to rise. It has been weeks since we were last together; my mind searches for the memories and finds them, in dreams. Stretching my arms up above my head I feel the cold of the chains you have left. The handcuffs dangling from them remind me of our last night together, and I am flooded with want, every nerve ending in my body on fire and screaming for touch, any touch. I hear my own voice whimper with need as I roll to my back and my legs splay open as if with a mind of their own, pushed by the pulsing demand of my throbbing.

I hear your voice in my head whispering, Mine. It only drives me further in my need. My mind filling in for the lack of your presence this morning in my bed, my hands replacing your hands across my body. Mine. I hear your voice again. Is it an admonishment or a warning? It is too late; it is my mind playing tricks. My hands run down my body, teasing nipples sensitive and demanding, my fingers turning the areola, twisting them into hard knots. Hands running down my sides, following the paths your hands have traced across ribs and back to breasts even as I hear your voice again whispering, Mine. My hips begin moving of their own volition, the slow rocking dance of need and desire, even as my hands continue to trail across skin memories left by your hands. I linger at each place where your lips lingered, remembering the feel of your teeth, the trace of your tongue and Mine.

The scent of me fills the room, as my fingers spread the swollen lips of my pussy so I can reach my throbbing clit. Legs akimbo, my fingers work a tattoo against my clit pulling the cover back moving across the raw nerves beneath. Pulling hard across my own swollen pussy, wet with juices, I scratch out the rhythm you have taught me; it works best as my free hand runs across my ribs and up underneath breasts, pinching nipples already hard and aching for attention. My hips have found a rhythm of their own, pushing for more and harder. I hear my own voice, between a whimper and moan as my orgasm builds and my fingers stretch the lips of my pussy wider coated with juices and pulling my clit, rolling between thumb and finger as other fingers stroke the labia. My left arm reaches up to grab the chain dangling from the headboard, pulling it down, wrapping it around my wrist as my release grabs me, I hear your voice in my mind, Cum for me, and I do.


Beloved Master – A Taste

Cover 200x300Beloved Master – Chapter Seven

Just a taste of my newly published book. Tell me what you think.

Available exclusively from Redmund Productions.


Arms wrapped around me, you pull me onto the bed and hard against you, “Sleep. It is still early. We will talk when we wake up.”
You have turned my night light off, and the room is in complete darkness; I don’t know if I can sleep this way. Your arms tighten around me even harder. You must remember me telling you of my fear of the dark. Slowly, I relax against you as I let my breath out and it becomes more even.

You must have thought I was asleep as you whispered, “Before this weekend is over, I’m going to own you, your mind, your body, your soul and your heart.”

I heard you. I smiled to myself in the darkness thinking, My Heart, you already do, at least some of it, at least one part maybe more. I don’t think I will tell you though, not yet.

Sleep took us both. I woke before you still wrapped in your arms, better rested than I have been in weeks and remembered your words of earlier. Slipping gently from the warm cocoon of the bed I pad barefoot to the closet to retrieve something to cover my nakedness. It wouldn’t do to advertise to my neighbors how I sleep at night or that I am only now rising, when the sun is high in the sky and the heat is beginning to shape the day. At the bedroom door, I stop and stare across the room at you, still sleeping peacefully and panic slightly at the thought you are here without warning and I am not prepared for a guest, certainly not for you, though I suspect you might guess there is little food in the pantry but coffee. I wonder, can I sneak to the store before you wake so at least I can feed you breakfast? I quietly close the door. At least I can get coffee started before showering.

Standing under the steaming water, head back and eyes closed I don’t know you have joined me until your teeth grab my nipple and your fingers spread me so you can reach my soap slicked pussy. The shock sends waves of pleasure up my spine; my knees go weak as your other arm snakes around my back to hold me upright.

“Good morning. Where did you think you were going? Who told you to leave the bed?”

“Mornin’, oh, oh, shit, stop. How can I answer when you are doing that? Stop.”

“You’ll learn. Answer. Where were you going?”

“To the store. I have nothing to feed you. Oh, my God, stop it.”

Your hand has taken me over, the only thing holding me up under the spray of water is your other arm, my entire body is shaking with the power of the orgasm I feel about to shatter my morning.

“Turn around, let me wash your back,” you say to me as you remove your hand just before I explode. I am bereft. What are you doing? You have never left me wanting, my juices are mixed with the soap and I can smell my wanting, my desire for you as your arm moves around to grab the sponge from me and you push me forward toward corner bench and out of the spray of the water. I notice you have folded the towel on the hard tile bench as my eyes close in erotic pleasure. You have started at my shoulders, rubbing in circles across my back until you reach my ass, with your free hand you bend me further forward until my knees are balanced on the edge of the small bench and you are running the sponge down between my legs and up between the cheeks of my ass, again mixing my own juices with the scent of lavender soap; it is a heady scent.

“Bend over,” you whisper as I feel your hands replaced with the head of your dick rubbing between my ass cheeks. Like me you are slick with soap, and even as my knees spread and I reach my arms out to balance I feel you pressing yourself into my ass, as your hands grab my hips to hold them still for your slow invasion. I hold my breath as you slowly fill me, proving your dominance, your owning. Then you begin to move, there is so little space I cannot move with you this time. This is your pace your dance I can only accept this time, even as my own pleasure builds. Suddenly you bend forward, just enough to reach my slicked and throbbing clit with one hand. Spreading my soap-slicked lips even as I push my knees the very last inches they will spread to give you more, your pace quickens to take all I have. I feel us both on the brink, my hands holding the shelf and your free hand imprinting my hip with your fingers. I am done; my muscles clench around you. My head drops between my shoulders as my breath comes in short gasps. You don’t stop though and just behind me, you push into me pulling me against you, grabbing both hips to hold me tight to your pelvis as we both hit a shuddering orgasm and our hearts beat in the same rhythm as the throbbing of sexual pleasure.

“Now, we can finish our shower, woman.” I heard rather than saw the smile. I hadn’t caught my breath yet and wasn’t certain I could stand up.

“Really? I think I will just sit here for a minute. Nice of you to put the towel down, by the way.”

Whack! Your hand came down across my already tender ass making me jump and certainly leaving one of your infamous love marks.

“Ow! Damn, that hurt.”

“I know, but it did get you up, come on let me soap you up and then you can do me. Let’s move woman. A man has to eat, and you already told me you have no food in the house.”

“Beloved Master, I am certainly yours to command this morning. Besides, you told me you had a surprise for me.”

“Later, food first.”